Your heart is keeping time with me.

2007-06-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

Hey People,

I've changed my Blog URL to

CLICK HERE!
TheSerenade.Livejournal.com

I'm getting bored of blogger so I've decided to shift!

Remember to relink me!

Thanks!

2007-06-24T22:23:00.000-07:00

If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I’ll make your day,

Some pictures taken this week :) I'm kind of lazy to upload the others. This whole week I'm always outside doing my own things. It's like non stop hits on the play. Hahaha. It's tiring yet so enjoyable. Thinking about it, I've spent the whole week with my team mates. School's starting soon. I've yet to revise much. Gotta start studying after I blogged. Everyone should settle down and start mugging! All the best for those having ICAs for the whole of next week.

LOVE ALL! (:

2007-06-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

You could never tell the next thing life could be.
Good things come when you least expect them :]

Heyo!
Training at 5, chalet after that!
Sentosa & CG on Friday!

Let's partayee :]

2007-06-19T05:18:00.000-07:00

As we row on together.

This whole week is packed with kayaking, kayaking and more kayaking. 1 star course today was fun :] Did doubles with Penny and I think it was alright. Was having a little communication breakdown at first but it was fine after awhile. Had a lot of fun and laughters throughout except for the part that I got attacked by two guys with gallons of salt water. Ok, maybe not that bad. Dinner was great so as the journey back home :] Hokays, I gotta study now!

BUH-BYEEE! :]

2007-06-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day to Daddy!
Happy Birthday to Gramma!

It's a wonderful day out with my family today :)

Into a sea of thoughts, I'm sinking.
Every song might calm the weather,
But it just draws me deeper.

2007-06-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

Rock of faith.

I'm having training in another 8 hours time and I'm still wide awake. Its a busy week for me. This week and the next week. Almost everyday will be spending outside.

Monday - A.C.E proposal discussion & training
Tuesday - 1 star canoe course
Wednesday - 1 star canoe course
Thursday - Training & chalet
Friday - Chalet & Cell group.
Saturday - Church
Sunday - ONLY resting day.

Not much time for me to revise my work but I have to find time and study. I need a break, like seriously. Just for a week, I want to stay home and rest. Hahaha. But I really thank God for the strength to pull through this week (:

LOVES! (:

EDITED }

Awaken my soul.

Sea training was great today. All of us managed to go down without splitting into groups. I hope to get my directions straight after a few more trainings. My back is aching real bad. Will some kind soul please massage for me? ):

Yes, I want to sleep and I love to sleep. Sleeping is my hobby. BYE

Agape, Aixing :]

2007-06-15T15:59:00.000-07:00

ZOMBIFIED!

2007-06-14T15:57:00.000-07:00

A.C.E Leadership Camp.

It's 6.30am. Today will the camp but I'll be leaving early for training. Just hoping that the teacher allows me. Slept at 1 plus last night and I'm feeling extremely tired.

It's a routine that is hard to break.

2007-06-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

Daa Dee Dum.

Aixing is not feeling well today. Aixing felt like a walking zombie. -Help!

Woke up quite early today, at 9am. Ok, it's quite early for me if I'm not going to school or whatsoever. Normally, I'll wake up at around 11. Heh. I'm sucha pig :)

Waiting for time to pass. Meeting my girlfriends at 0130. It's been a while since we meet up. Yes, we will be hunting down things for ____. BOO!

Good day y'all! :D

2007-06-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

Pictures worth a thousand words. Though the pictures that I've taken only worth one word which is "lousy". Hahahaha. Much love all! (:

2007-06-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Class Day Out.

Alrighty people, I'm exhausted. Met them at 11am, Marina Bay and waited there for more than half an hour for others to reach. When we went up, it was raining heavily. So, all of us headed to Marine Parade. Hang around, had our lunch and bus-ed to East Coast. I roller blade-d as usual while others cycle. Cabbed to Thomas's house after that.

Around 9 plus, left the house and headed home. Saw jeff on the bus back home :) I'm just so lazy to blog every single thing out in details. Tomorrow will be meeting my girlfriends. The day after tomorrow will be having training & ACE leadership camp. Friday will be having camp too. Ahh, help!

But, I'm so looking forward to the chalet next week :)

Delusionally yours,
Aixing :]

When you love someone - you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone

you'll feel it deep inside
and nothin else can ever change your mind
when you want someone - when you need someone

you'll sacrifice
give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'll risk it all - no matter what may come
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun

2007-06-09T15:58:00.000-07:00

One Life, One Love.

Now it's 7am in the morning. I'm waiting for 10 more mins to pass before I head out and go for training :) So, I decided to blog.

Yesterday, I had make up cell with N362. It was great and everyone was friendly. Went to had supper with the cell. Surprisingly, JianYong and JiaWei was in that cell :) And, Jennifer my coursemate was in it too. Hahaha. So, I didn't feel that alone :) PTL.

Actually, I don't feel really well now. Cause of my throat and my "going-to-heal" ankle. I sprained it on Wednesday. Ok, milk time! Hahaha.

GOOOOOOOOOD BYE! (:

Edited }

Just reached home not long ago. Training was fun :) Service was great but I nearly died during the sermon. I tried to keep myself awake and it's very very VERY cold today. Now I'm already at Aixing-readyforholidaymode@gmail.com rather than Aixing-willmugharduringtheholidaysmode@gmail.com. I love Sundays! :) Yay. Sweet dreams all!

Signing off,
displaced person in multitude of lost souls.

2007-06-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

Aye Aye People!

Finally finally finally! My presentation is over! O.V.E.R! Hahaha. Relieved.Next week will the study break and two projects are coming up (:

Mariah Carey - Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears
inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

2007-06-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

Cheese! (: Damien and Jonathan.
Anju and Hsing Yee.
<3
Pa Paddle Championship (:

Overdued pictures. Click to enlarge them :)

Tomorrow will be my business communication speech presentation ICA. I am freaking here. The topic assigned to me was "Why is online gaming so addictive?" :) I need a break, give me a kit-kat. -Shouts for help!

2007-06-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

PA Paddle Championship 2007 (:

It was a great experience for all of us. To see everyone working so hard towards their goal and having to achieve something out of it. I think everyone did their best in the competition. Great Job! (: Training's tomorrow. I am looking forward to it.

I really felt very very bad for not attending services for both days. Have to apologize to Christine for the troubles I've caused her ):

Study break will be in one week time. I have to really buck up in my studies cause I don't wanna lag behind others. So, my dearest books! Here I come! (:

Out Of My Heart

I feel fine
Now the rain has gone and the sun has come to shine
Nothing can get me down today
Head over heels
Got my mind made up as I'm driving through the fields
Nothing can get me down again

Catch me if you can
I've gotta make a getaway

As the sun goes down, wakin' up my dreams
And in my mind you're with me once again
Out of my heart, into your head
And inside my heart there's a place for you
And in my mind I'm with you once again
Out of my heart, into your head

Chasing the sun
Tryin' to get away
From the rain that's gonna come
Hope I make it all the way

I'm lost in a crowd
Tryin' to find my way
But the rain keeps fallin' down
Doesn't matter anyway

Catch me if you can
I've gotta make a getaway

As the sun goes down, wakin' up my dreams
And in my mind you're with me once again
Out of my heart, into your head
And inside my heart there's a place for you
And in my mind I'm with you once again
Out of my heart, into your head

Take a look at the sky
Feel the sunshine
In your heart
In your head
In your own time

2007-05-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

Relieved.

Handed up my web design project, like finally! Marketing ICA is over! And tomorrow will be the class outing. I HOPE it will not end up like the other time. Out of the whole class, only 5 turned up. Right, Isaac(If you're reading)? Hahaha. Spongebob square pants' concert coming up. My dearest spongebob fans(Cheryl is spongebob's sister) will be going for it on this Friday. Anyone wants to join them? Lol.

Completely no idea of what to blog about. No substance in each and every single post. So, I'll leave all of you with the lyrics of the song playing in my blog.

Dishwalla - Candleburn
On Vineland past the candle shrine that burns on every night
For someone
She lets herself go
Like an angel in the snow
She lays down on her back
Down on her back - she goes

Take me over when I'm gone
Take me over make me strong
Take me over when I'm gone
Will they burn for me

On Vineland past the candle shrine that melts into the street design
She waits - for someone
Tonight she'll give herself away
She'll break apart all by herself
Its so easy how we come undone

She pulls me in - strips me down
She pulls me in - turns me out
She pulls me in - strips me down

open up my heart,
and lifted me inside.

2007-05-28T08:46:00.001-07:00

Hectic.

My life is revolving around training, ICAs, projects & church. I'm almost done for my web design. Thanks to Isaac for the help :] I haven't even touch anything for my marketing and no research on business communication presentation. Kill me.

Training was great today(as always). Can really see the improvement since the first training. Seniors will be having PA race this coming Saturday and Sunday. All of us will be heading down to support :] All the best, ! My leg felt like jelly. I can't walk properly. Hahaha! HELP!

Service on Saturday was awesome :] Emerge Conference is coming up! So, people get down to CHC and enjoy yourself in the presence of God! :]

I seriously need more time for myself. Been too busy to think about things of my own. Oh well, I like it the way it is now. I won't worry my life away. Oh yeah.

Everything seems shallow.

2007-05-26T18:57:00.000-07:00

Take me over when I'm gone.

Oh it's Saturday! How I wish I've training today but it's on alternative week. Too many people. Hahaha. I love chatting in msn, especially yesterday night :D And I had a very sweet dream too. Hahaha. Yes, I'm so in love with dishwalla now. Addicted to their songs, dishwalla on the records 24/7. Thanks to gabe. Lol. Having CG over at kevin's house today. It's been two weeks since I joined them for CG due to my training and stuff. The excitement of seeing everyone! =/

Oh ya, I started on my web design project. Like finally? Hahaha. Laters`

Everything's kept deep down,
in my heart.

2007-05-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

Revamp?

After donkey years of having the same blog skin. I've decided to change it :)

Tomorrow will be the accountings ICA, wish me luck. I'll be meeting Christine and Athl at 8 for bs during evening. Saturday, no training but will be having cg and service, I need to destress! I'm very worried about my project which is due next week, I am having lots of difficulty doing it. Oh well, gonna lock myself up during weekends and finish it :)

Lots of revision to be done. Lots of self-training in order to improve. Lots of things I've yet to complete. Help? Hahaha.

Time to mug. Love all (:

upside down,
inside out,
I'm mesmerized.

2007-05-23T04:18:00.000-07:00

From top to bottom,

you said "hello"

For the past few days I was very busy. Staying back in school for training and water sports club dinner. It was all great (: Thank God, all the girls are selected and also the guys I know are in too. Yesterday I was extremely happy after school. Or maybe, euphoric? Hahaha.

Now I'm waiting for my food to digest. I had bloody(red) noodles for dinner but it was delicious! So many things that I want to blog about but I really do not know where to start. Oh well, got to run. Byeee! :D

-beams (:

2007-05-20T22:38:00.000-07:00

EDITED : Video's gone :)

Just want to share a video made by athl quite long ago. Even though I've watched it for a 1000 times, I am still touched by it. Hahaha. They're people that I can't live without :] Bestest friends ever. And, I am excited for Chialing's arrival in Singapore during July.

Studying for ICA for ESSIT now. I got bored. Decided to stay home and be a good girl today as mom was complaining that I seldom stay home during Sunday. This whole week was rather tiring for now for God-knows-why. So, today is resting day! Done some revision but so many more to go. Daddy is the cook for today and I can't wait for dinner!

Actually, I'm just blogging for the sake of typing. Back to study :]

I am captivated.

2007-05-19T07:10:00.000-07:00

Why does my heart feels so glad today?

Today was the first sea training and it was awesomee. Haha. I had lotsa fun with my group. I love the sun, the sea. WeeLee is a very good kayaking partner but after I switched places to another partner, I nearly capsized. Hahaha. After training, went to bathe and waited for the seniors and we had lunch at the nearby coffeeshop. Everyone is so nice and good. I simply love the feeling at that time. Hahaha. Sat and chat there.

Headed to church after lunch. Sermon was great today; Forgive and forget :) I am very tired now. I need to bathe, unpack my things and do some of my tutorials. This whole week I've been very busy. Finally, it's Sunday tomorrow. Thank God, I can sleep longer.

Have to go. Goodbye all :]

Every little details.

2007-05-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

I love early morning! :]

2007-05-16T03:35:00.001-07:00

this heart of mine.

Hello everybody, whining time. I got endless tutorials to finish doing yet so little time. Marketing is difficult and I had a hard time doing it. I haven't touch my other tutorials which is due tomorrow. Mr firemen will give me a big fat zero if I did not do it which I don't want to. I have to go training myself later to improve my stamina. I have so many things I want to say yet I don't know how to put it to words. DSPT ICA was easy, ESSIT ppt was okay. Now I'm left with some other modules ICA. Afterall, I still prefer business modules.

I love greeeeeeeeeeeen :)

2007-05-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

Life's short, paddle hard.

I am very happy now, for I-don't-tell you why. Teeehee. Training was really really great today until I got myself with blisters and muscle strain but it's alright! Finally, the long-awaited sea training will be starting soon! I am so excited. Hahaha.

Tomorrow will be having data structure and programming ICA! I haven't even touch a single bit about it. I need time management! I guess I'll have to study while I'm going to school tomorrow. Long journey to school and you don't know what to do? Study! Hahaha.

Ahh, have to mug! Goodbye and have a nice night.

and, I am feeling gay!

2007-05-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers' Day!

Thank you mummy for everything you've done for me.
Tolerating all my nonsense at home.
Giving me advices whenever I need it.
Being there whenever I needed someone to rely on,
Especially during the hardest times last year.

You're the greatest mom ever,
I love you mommy :)

2007-05-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

My Door Step.

I've been neglecting this space of mine. It's time to update, nothing much though. Daily routines; sleep, school, eat, movies, projects, training, friends and endless rumors kept me busy. There's church tomorrow! I'm very excite. Cell at riverwalk, 11.30am. Hahaha.

Next week there'll be 3 training sessions. 2 land, one sea. I can't wait! Excited. I'm so occupied with so many things nowadays and I really need some rest! I haven't start on my web app. project. Business Comm presentation next week too! ICA coming soon! So many things to do yet so little time.

I am happy,
and I fly up in the sky.

"Some feelings that I can't describe."

BYEBYEBYE! LOVE ALL! :D

2007-05-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

you'll never understand,

not even once.

Bye.

2007-05-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

Kayaking seniors! :D:D

Wakeboard (:

Outside the wake. -splashes

Long overdued pictures. Hahaha. Training was great! That's all I have to say. I was sick at first but I feel alright now! Maybe I'll have fever tomorrow again. Boo. Aixing wants to sleep. Goonight everybody :]

Simply amazing & indescribable.

2007-05-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

Falling sick the scariest thing.

Ahh, I do not feel alright. I have this strong strong strong feeling that I'm going to have fever! Tomorrow's training and I want to be in the best form! Hahaha. Bless me please.

Here's a quote I found from senior team's blog :

The longer you endure the pain the better you'll be. Never stop and give in to comfort because it only makes you a loser wallowing in self-disbelief. If you tell yourself you can do it. Nobody will tell u otherwise and you'll find it hard to tell youself otherwise. Give it a shot. Aim for a goal (:

BYEBYEBYE! :D

2007-05-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

Hola!

I tried to delete all my previous posts but I failed. Hahaha. I'm too lazy to delete it one by one. Church later and I have to get started for my "WebPage Design" project which is due 4 weeks later. Endless tutorials homework which I haven't even touch it. I guess I'll spend the remaining time for tutorials. Hahaha. I wanted to upload photos and guess what? Blogger died on me when I clicked "Published"! Error!? It's annoying. Hahaha.

Kayaking training on Monday as usual. I hope to push myself through and challenge my limits. Press on! I need a new sport shoes, I can't possibly keep running with my sneakers and get blisters everytime after training! Training is always a killer yet so fun. Contradicting thou. Hahaha. Oh Oh! And I haven't submit my S/U camp form, someone please remind me! Kkay, I have to do my things! I wish I have 30 hours a day!

MANY MANY LOVE FROM YOUR LOVELY AIXING!

Kidding! Hahaha.

BYE!

It's taking control of me.

2007-04-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

Life and Death.

I feel so accomplished today. After school, Glenn and I went for the 2nd training for canoeing. Monday is physical training day. If I did not have any determination, I think I'll be dead by now. Hahaha. Training was definitely much much tougher than last week. 5 rounds of stadium, 3 sets of push and sit ups, sprinting, dips, rounds and sets AGAIN. I'm really really glad that I did not give up on myself halfway. I really thank God for that. Though most of us were selected today but things don't seem to be so easy. Hahaha. Even though it's tough but the feeling after you completed of it is really great!

I hope that I can pull through all the training in the coming days. LOVES LOVES!

The hardest thing,

Is to stop myself.

2007-04-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

Affairs of Heart.

I guess most of us are undergoing this confusion state in our current lives. Few I've witnessed it including me. Sometimes things can get very complicating and you don't know how to deal it with. You'll get very troubled and going through uncountable sleepless nights. Solutions to problems? Zilch. For my case, things are better compared to the others but I can't seem to know what am I exactly thinking about. Confused maybe?

Some are afraid of showing out their love to the other party because of the fear of rejection.

Some do not want to hurt anyone so he/she have to suppressed his/her feelings towards the ones he/she likes.

Some just felt helpless towards the current relationship, everything seemed to be going in the wrong direction and they'll start questioning themselves "Is it even right from the start?"

Some say that it is not right to like someone you don't even know but can you even control your heart not to like him/her that easily from the start?

That's what I saw/heard/felt. Tell me about it.

People tend to lose themselves in the midst of pursuing their desires.

Hahahaha. Ok, enough of it. Time for accounting to be done. Tomorrow will be the kayaking selection and I hope to get in. Wish me luck! :D

BYEBYE!

2007-04-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello!

Saturday is Church Day! Having bible study today with Christine. While I was reading the bible yesterday night, I came across this verse and I love it luh ;

1 Cor 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth, always hopes, always perseverses.

Hahahahaha! :D

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ahh, gonna be late! Laters`

2007-04-27T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hola Amigo's (:

I think most of the lecturers are having mood swings today. Madness! I'm lazy to blog so let the pictures do the talking alright.

Athl! I look scary.

Happy Birthday!

We're bored before lecture starts. SamyBamy and I at country club.

With the others too.

Kaye and Lianxin!

Hello Sac Sac and Shimin :D

JinHui! Pretty Boy!

Happy Birthday Isaac! (:
You're the 1st one that I talked to in NYP! Hahaha. And, you've been a great friend ever since. Even though you love to tease me, curse me but today I'll forgive you! Hahaha, kidding. Have fun sacy boy. BOO!

2007-04-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk.

Good evening world! (:

1]Mr John Ho, Business Comm Tutor is totally cool.
2]I'm going to do badly for Data Strucure and Programming module.
3]Java scripting is difficult.
4]I feel tired easily nowadays.
5]School's great as usual.
6]I haven't completed my marketing tutorial.
7]Kayaking training is fun.
8]I've got great classmates.
9]I miss my ding dang dong(girlfriends).
10]I don't wish to see ah geok early in the morning anymore, right ele? (Inside Joke)

Goodbye and have a nice day all! :D

2007-04-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello Hello! (:

School's great! Hahaha. I went for the kayaking training today after a long day of school. Even though we didn't do anything that's really related to kayaking but it was fun. Physical training; I'm glad that I did not die halfway. Haha. I think I did not do my warm ups properly so I'm having muscle strain now. Next week will be the selection and I really hope to get in. Perseverance is the key. Hahaha. I'm so tired and dirty now. Stay fit yea! -Prays hard.Ok peeps, that's all. Have fun and study hard!

Much love,
Aixing

2007-04-21T19:12:00.000-07:00

Been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need it
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

I need to share every breath of you
I need to know I can see you smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you, Oh I.

Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't make it if you're not there
I can't fight what I feel anymore.

2007-04-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hello Little Earthlings!

I'm so happy that I got my notebook! Hp Pavillion! Lol, was having fun webcam-ing with Glenn just now and he's the funniest guy on earth. Hahaha. School was great with all those great friends. Project work coming up soon. Athl joined Theodora, Ashley, Ele and I in school today for the Jam & Hop session held at school :)

I had 5 hours of break in btwn my class today. We headed to the arcade and went mad at the Bball machine. I love school, BI0702! Please view Isaac's blog for further details. I'm very tired now and I need ample sleep. Goodbye and have a nice day! :D

I'm going crazy :]

2007-04-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

I love you!

You love me!

We're happy family!

PavilionDV! :D

Happy Birthday Chialing! I miss you! (:

2007-04-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

Let me summarize how's my day :
1] Mr Albert Chua doesn't know how to speak proper English and we kept laughing at his mispronounciation.
2] Mr Computing Maths is super funny when he's teaching.
3] I'm troubled whether to get Vaio, Compact, Hp or Acer notebook.
4] Isaac thinks that I'm secretly in love with everyone.
5] I changed my blog song and it's really nice [Top 3 in Recently Played]
6] Tomorrow I have to wake up very early for school so goodbye and have a nice day all :]

Have you ever felt very sad but you don't know why are you down?
Have you ever felt like crying out of a sudden but you can't show your emotions?

I have.

Hahaha. But it's all good now :]

So, Goodbye again and have a nice day ahead.

2007-04-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

First day of school was great (:

2007-04-15T23:22:00.000-07:00

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

School is starting tomorrow, are you stressed about it?

Here's something you can try on :

You make me happy,
when the skies in my world are grey :]

2007-04-14T20:44:00.000-07:00

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark alone
Waiting there for me to come back

I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to the sea
And I wanna be with you
And you wanna be with me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
And I don't wanna be
Stranded, stranded, stranded, stranded

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to
Come back

I'm to afraid to show

I miss you, I need you
Without you, I'm stranded
I love you so come back

I'm not afraid to show

2007-04-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

For suddenly, I saw you there

And through the foggy town

The sun was shining everywhere.

Super cute right?!?!?!

2007-04-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

I'mTHEighteeNth! (:

Girlfriends! (:

Hello Cindy! (:

I'll not go into details about what we do today. But I just want to thank my girlfriends for everything they'd done for me. Secondary School life was great with them. Without them, I'm equal to nothing. Haha. Of cause not forgetting the one that went overseas to study, Chialing! Our friendship has been through a lot yea? But we still managed to work things out no matter what. Even though we're not in the same school now, we're still bestest friends yea? Thanks for the watch, I'm really in need of one. I'm really touched. I hoped everyone will be happy! (: I can't really describe how I'm feeling now but I think you guys should know. BFF (: I'll upload more photos when I get them :D

This is the BEST birthday ever! I love my CG, girlfriends and BI0702! :D

Don't mind me. Hahahahaha. LOVE ALL! (:

2007-04-11T19:52:00.000-07:00

It was the best day ever (:

Yesterday, I met up with my Peihuan, Glenn, Isaac at CoffeeBeano(J8) first. Thomas & Clarissa came after that. Headed to PastaMania for lunch :] After lunch, we trained down to town! Then back to "KimSeng" to bowl. Adam & Dom came too (: After everything, met up with the rest at Paragon for Sushi Tei. But while waiting, Thomas, Isaac and I went wild at Toyrus. Hahaha. Jinhui reached first followed by WeiKian then Cheryl. Wonderful dinner with awesome friends. I was a little surprised when I saw the cake. Hahaha.

Cabbed home with Jinhui after that. Had conference at around 11 plus and I fell asleep again. Booo! :]

Ahh, I can't blog well luh! Anyway, I really thank everyone for the CrumplerBag. Weikian for the USB heater(It's really cute!)and peihuan for the necklace! I can't describe how happy I am yesterday :] Heh.

So, please proceed to Isaac's Blog(On The Left Hand Side) for more details. Lol :] I'll upload more pictures after grabbing it from him (:

I'll be meeting my girlfriends today too! Hahahaha. Good Day All!

Much Love to ALL!

2007-04-10T03:17:00.000-07:00

This song is my personal favourite! (:

Hello! My name is Aixing and I'm currently studying at NYP(BI0702). As you can see, I'm bored so the things I blogged about has no substance in it as usual. I'm going to roller blade later. I need to burn some calorie yea. Hahaha. Tomorrow will be meeting my lovely peeps! (: *Looking forward* Thursday will be meeting my girlfriends too! Lalala.

Ah, I'm back from blading. Hahaha. Even though I've just bladed for about an hour plus, I'm perspiring like crazy. I miss school, I wanna start school asap. I miss my classmates, I miss all the fun. Hahaha. I'm feeling super hyper now. You don't know how much I love my life now :] I'm blessed yea! Gonna bathe or else I'll stink to death. *abracadabra vanishes!*

Take all of me,
for all of you :]

2007-04-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

Please pause the song that's currently playing now and listen to this (:

Lately I'm alright
and lately I'm not scared
I've figured out,
that what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air.
I don't need to know right now
all I know is I believe
in the very thing that got us here
and now I can't leave.

Say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.

Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
and I'll beg for nothing more.
I'll plan all day and drive all night
you'll love what's in store.
I cant seem to stop this now
even if its not so clear,
and I'll take what I can get.
If you want me here (If you want me here)

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe.
Cause I'm caught in suspension.

It's enough for me to get excited,
it's enough for me to feel...OH!

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this.
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh please say what you mean)
I'm caught in suspension (suspension)

Say (say) anything (suspension)
but say what you mean. (Oh, I can barely breathe)
I'm caught in suspension.
I'm caught in suspension.
We are gaining speed, (suspension)
I can barely breathe. (Oh I can barely breathe)
Cause I'm caught in suspension.
I'm caught in suspension.

This is Paramore! (:
Check them out Here :]

2007-04-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

Destination: Beautiful
"Sun", it makes me feel so good inside
[No more tears, cause I'm far from lonely.]

I spent my Sunday afternoon rotting at home waiting for Daddy, Mommy & Sister to go out for dinner. Actually, I find myself rather productive today. I packed my room after donkey years. I feel so clean! Hahaha. Also, I've found pictures when I was in Secondary 1 and I looked really retarded in it. Back then and even now, there was never "Lonliness" in my dictionary. Good old days yea. I really need a new watch. My white adidas watch has turned into "yellow" adidas watch. Lol. Alright, Daddy's calling. Goodbye all :]

The Beautiful Awakening <3

2007-04-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

N364 yo! (:

Went to church for service today again. Athl brought 3 friends; HongLee, Cindy, Lynn (: Christine's friend, Joanne was there too and HsuiChai. Service was great as usual. After service, CG celebrated my birthday in advance. Hahaha. We headed to ParkMall;Fish&Co for dinner. Yummy yummy! I'm happy and felt really blessed! We had a little singing & sharing after our dinner. Headed home around 11 plus.

Here I am typing away and there's this verse in the bible I want to share (:

"So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has trouble of its own"
Matt 6:31-34

So, do not worry your life away. Stay cheerful yea! (:

You shone the light of love on me,

And gave me air so I can breathe :]

2007-04-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

Easter Service Rocks Yea! (:

Met Cindy, Ele & Athl for church today. Service was really awesome and presence of God was great. CHC Drama Team really put in a lot of effort for it. I was touched by the drama. So, headed down to Taka for pepper lunch with CG and friends. We went for a little shopping after that. I need to buy a lot of things yea. I want a new adidas watch! Hahaha. That's about it! (:

Everyday it's you I live for,
Everyday I'll follow after you,
Everyday I walk with you my Lord (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA! (:

Just so you know,

This feeling's taking control of me,

And I just can't help it :]

2007-04-05T20:10:00.000-07:00

Shimin yo.

What's Isaac doing eh?

They're a bunch of super playful guys (:

Say Cheese, BI 0702

They're all very sweet (:

Ladies!

2007-04-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

DBI 0702! (:

Orientation finally ended! It was a great experience for me. I totally love my classmates! Hahaha. They're all very crappy/funny/happening? people. I'm proud of my class yea (: Even though it's only 4 days, all of us are really bonded together.

People like JinHui(PrettyBoy), Isaac(CreatorOfNames), WeiKian(FunniestGuyOnEarth), Thomas(JapHero?), WeiQuan, KiaLeng, Jackson, Glenn, WeiTing, ZhiQiang, PeiYu, Grace, Kaye,Cheryl, Clarissa, Samantha, Netti, ShiMin, LianXin and last but not least our very own JiaoJie(She was crowned the funniest joke in our class and I don't know why) ; It's all my classmates actually. Hahaha. They're all very very nice people! (: And not forgetting our OGLs, Yvonne and PeiHuan (:

At first, I wasn't looking forward to school. But now, I love school because of them (: I really had fun the past few days excluding the humid weather. Haha. I'm waiting to get the overdued pictures then I'll upload them (:

I miss my girlfriends too (:

You made my heart skipped a beat :]

2007-04-03T20:39:00.001-07:00

I want to let you know,
you made me happy like never before :]

2007-04-02T09:59:00.000-07:00

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.O.V.E

Picture Perfect <3

2007-04-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

Dreams & Visions! :]

Church was great. Sermon was entertaining and meaningful. Fellowship was awesome with all those ultra stupid games but it was all fun. I've killed many of my brain cells today. From next week onwards, there'll be 2 brothers transferring to our CG :] I can't wait for Friday, I can't wait for orientation, I can't wait for school to start!

Anyway, there'll be Easter Celebration at CHC(Hall 8) & Carnival Extravegenza(Hall 7).

Here are the services details :
April 6 (Friday) : 5pm
April 7 (Saturday) : 4.30pm & 7.30pm
April 8 (Sunday) : 10am & 1.30pm
You can go to either one :]

There'll be drama performed by our very own CHC Drama Team titled "Jesus". This year, relive the Easter story through the eyes of Jesus as we recount His journey on earth. From an early age, Jesus experiences events that hint at His impending destiny. See his compassion, feel His pain as you identify with His humanity. This Easter, witness the plan of God unfold and recognize the hope we have through one Man's ultimate sacrifice.

If you're interested, please contact Adeline or me :] We really hope to see you there and I'll be sending out invitation card to various people :]

Last but not least, Happy April Fool Day!

Found love beyond all reason :]

Edited }

It's 3.41 am and I really can't sleep. Why, why, why!?!?! I need some help with my insomia. Lol. Anyway, I've watched 3 movies in a row. That's something I'm proud of, somehow. Hahaha. I've not been producing good blog posts nowadays or should I say I've NEVER produced any good ones. I should improve on my B4 English. Lets aim for A1! Ok, I know it's impossible for me. Maybe it's due to the time now, I'm suffering from some weird hallucination. I kept feeling things or is it me? Hahaha. Be brave Aixing! Let the worship songs calm me down. It really works thou, all of you should really try if you're feeling down/afraid/whatsoever.

I'll always recall back about the past out of the sudden recently. Especially during this time of the day, when everyone is sleeping but I'm wide awake. I will smile to myself like an idiot at times in my room/corner. People like SiewChong, Logesh and many more I can never forget. They brought me so much laughter and fun during my Secondary life. I just met SC lately and realised all of us are growing up. We're going to different directions and creating a better future for ourselves.

Random thoughts all over. Anyway, it's 03.55am, it's time for bed. Much love all.

___<3

2007-03-31T23:02:00.000-07:00

It's all good :]

I love Saturday! Do you? Hahaha. I slept like a total pig today but it was nicee. Ample sleep! This morning I recieved a news that my Tuition grant thing wasn't approved due to some reasons. So, I have to go down again with my Dad & Mom for I-Don't-Know what. It's so troublesome. Hahahaha. Gonna prepare for church and meet my sexyaes! Lalala, super duper hyper now. Jesus reigns :]

L.O.V.E

Makes the world goes round :]

2007-03-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

I'mTHEseventeen! :]

Hello all, I haven't been blogging properly nowadays including this time. I'm having really bad tempers nowadays. Not that I will shout at people or something but I'm easily irritated by minor things. I'll go "Ahh,whatever" kind of attitude. Girlfriends said that is due to that "Once in a month" thing and I agree. Hahaha. Sorry for being not-a-very-good person these few days and thanks for the understanding :]

I feel so alive,
Dreams began to shine :]

2007-03-29T08:46:00.000-07:00

Thank you
For the promises you've made
For the gift of life you gave
Always I will sing your praise

Thank you
For the chance to live again
For you grace that never ends
Always I will sing your praise

Halleujah(x3)
My beloved king
To you I sing

Halleujah's Song

You mean everything to me
Your this world will never be
Your name reigns in my heart
You're all that I depend on.

S.W.E.E.T

2007-03-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

Mirror Mirror On The Wall, Who's the fairest among all?

In My Very Own Fantasy.

Something's wrong with my fingers. Lol

Hello Sweethearts.

Three out of Four, where's the other one? :)

So, I had a fun day out with my girlfriends yesterday. Awesome people, My love :) Stomp the yard is an Must-Watch movie if you love dancing. Awesome Chereography!

Today was my last day of work, my colleagues made cupcakes for me. It's really sweet of them and the cupcakes are really really awesome! I had fun at work today. I'm too tired to blog everything in details. I know no one will read it, it's depressing! Hahaha.

My orientation is on the 2nd to 5th! Yes, I'm so looking forward to it! I can't wait to get my notebook too! Hahaha. I'm very excited as you can see.

H.A.P.P.Y.

It's always good to have you around :]

XOXO.

2007-03-25T04:29:00.000-07:00

Your greatness has no boundaries,

My heart is filled with praise,

You gave your life to save me,

No I won't deny it.

I am forever grateful,

To you the highest praise,

I am the child of God,

No I won't deny it.

Great is our God, (x2)

Make his praise loud,

Make it loud. (x2)

Good Day All :]

Miller is my love :]

Edited}

Anyway, sometimes I really can't stand someone from my workplace. We used to help you out in shifts. Because of you, some of us have to forgo our plans for the day to replace you at work. You are being insensitive to your surroundings. It's not like we MUST help you, it's our CHOICE. Gosh. After one month after your work, you're still the same. Come on, can't you see all of us are giving in to you? Stop giving me and others your I'm-Rich-So-You-Better-Don't-Offend-Me kind of attitude. We're not your servants. You're taking us for granted so stop all those Oh-So-Great logic of yours. So, blame yourself of what happened and not us. The least you could do is saying a "Thank You" to those who'd helped you. But no, you didn't. You did not even show any signs of appreciation. Please, learn some manners.

I need somewhere to vent my frustration. Got to go home now. Laters`

2007-03-24T08:24:00.000-07:00

My Guardian Angel :]

Met up with Cindy today and caught a movie "Mr Bean's Holiday". It was hilarious thou but I was quite disappointed. I was not as funny I thought it would be. Haha, nevermind :) The time spent together with friends was more important. Weijie joined us too.

Headed down to Sengkang with Athl for combined CGM with N347. Lovely people! Follow closely with God :) Anyhow, my eyes was uber red. Man, red eyes monster! Emerge is finally starting! I'm so looking forward to it. I can be my friend's cheerleader. Hahaha. Sad to say that I'm not joining any but I'll definitely join in next year, right Athl? :] Alright, love you all honey buns.

The way you looked at me made me secure,

All I know is that I'm falling for you.

2007-03-23T09:38:00.000-07:00

Do you want a life enriched or just let it go to waste?

I went for my checkup yesterday. I swear it was the longest waiting period I've ever waited for. Checking up for about 4 hours, it was totally insane. I'm wondering how did I go out of the clinic alive. Strangers just socialised with each other due to the freaking long yet lonely hours. Hahaha. Dead tired! Time to sleep. Goodnight!

XOXO <3

2007-03-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

Let your record play! :]

I felt like a coughing machine at work today but my sweethearts made my day! Man, I'll not be working from next week onwards. I definitely will miss all my honey buns. It's really great knowing them. Especially Zul & Aidah, they're my love :] Whenever I'm not feeling well, they're always there to help me out. It's well taken note of in my heart. The cake-smashing days, product learning, panic when we know that boss is coming, squashing breads of the customer we do not like and many more.

Later, I'll be going to do my enrolment stuff. I need to go to the bank for Tuition Grant and many things more. Ahh, so troublesome but if I don't do it I can't go to school. Sigh! Goodbye :]

Pek! :]:]

2007-03-21T12:16:00.000-07:00

Very Excite! :]

I can't explain how I'm feeling now. It's not a sad feeling though but very happy! Happy to a certain extent that I want to dance the night away. Don't ask me why am I feeling this way now. Hahahaha. My oh my! It's 3.29AM and I'm feeling Oh-So-Energetic! *Swirls* Teehehehehe. Sweet sweet sweeeet dreams all! :]

<3<3<3<3

2007-03-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

Here are some overdued pictures from yesterday. So I thought I just upload a few of them. I think my blog needs more pictures! :]

A penny for my thoughts? Haha, I guess nobody's interested :]

Ok, Athl and I tried to imitate like the model as shown. I don't have Athl's picture of that but as you can predict. We both failed in our challenge. Haha, I guess we're not born to be one. I'm way too short of it. Sigh! Lol :]

They're my shining stars during my darkest days, thank you both :]

Indulgence, yummy! :]

Ms Taiwan, please come back soon. Thanks :] Hahaha.

2007-03-20T01:01:00.000-07:00

I like, where we are :]

After being healthy for so long, I'm finally sick. It's not a good news or something. I feel like I'm dying soon. I can't breathe properly, I can't talk properly. I don't feel like working tomorrow either. I'm just bored being at home cause I can't go anywhere due to my infectious disease. Nah, kidding. I just pictured that if I go out with my condition, you'll most probably see me ended up in hospital. I need ample rest :) Got to watch my tee-vee. Good Day!

I'll be your crying shoulders,

Dress it up with the trappings of love,

I'm captivated and,

I'll be the greatest fan of your life :]

2007-03-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

A way back into love :]:]

I'm suffering from exhaustion due to lack of sleep. I can practically sleep anywhere now even when typing. When my parents and gramma are not around, hell break lose(at home). Late nights home with no one nagging at me. Surfing net and gaming like nobody elses business. I've been sleeping at 5am and waking up around 7am or 9am cause I have things to do. I know, it's crazy.

So, I went out with my girlfriends today. Firstly, Ele and I wanted to go for medical checkup due to the troublesome enrolment thing. We ended up doing none cause we went to the wrong clinic and we didn't bring our booklet out. Headed back to Westmall to meet Athl and had Mac for breakfast. Went to post my stuff, Coffeebeano & Pastamania.

Trained to town and shopped around. Slacking around, walking around, people-watching. Rotting at EMax from 8pm onwards and we're like trapped in a freezer. But when we're starting to enjoy our show, the time's up. Oh well. I'm too drained to function now. I think I'll update next time when I have the energy. I need to bathe, I feel smelly. I will not say "take cover" anymore, inside joke. I need to bathe immediately! Goodbye!

All of you are the shining stars in my life :)

Do you believe in love at first sight? :]

Edited }

While I was bathing just now, a sudden thought of my parents and gramma popped into my mind. I miss them even though they're always the one that irritate me to a certain extent that I wanna die. I know I'm bad but sometimes the irritation is that bad. But I couldn't ask for more. My parents always gave me what I wanted and giving in to me even thou I'm being unreasonable at times. I really appreciate what they've done for me since young. I know being a parent itself is not an easy task and I'll try to understand. My gramma is always the one filling my stomach with delicious dishes. My sister and brother-in-law are always the one making me laugh, giving me advices all the time and standing by my side no matter what happens. While I'm typing this, I'm actually getting a little emotional now. I got so many things to tell them yet it's difficult to open up to them for certain issues. I miss my parents and gramma thou they're coming back soon. It's always nice to have them around rather than my sister and I only.

Ok, enough of drama banana. Laters`

2007-03-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hello Little Earthlings :)

It's 10.51pm and I'm currently at MacDonalds with my ladies now. Finally we met up after donkey years, especially Elephont. Hahaha. Umm, nothing much to update thou. Just wanna fill this space of mine. Life's good and I've recieved my NYP package yesterday. So many things need to be done yet so little time. I'm so looking forward to tomorrow! That's about it!

You're already a voice inside my head,

I miss you.

2007-03-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hello y'all! :)

I went to Cindy's house around early afternoon as usual :) Firstly, we went to vivo city to look for her jumpers but to no avail. Then we proceed to town for my stuff. I bought a cardigan and tee from Queen's Couture. Went to wisma to look around then to taka for Pepper Lunch :) Yummy Yummy! Headed down to Marina after that :) I'm really tired now and I got a lot of things to do. Hahaha. Rare peek-tures posting on my blog.

See no evil, pouts :)

Hello Darling :)

I wanted to buy but I didn't.

Anyway! I'm selling this Authentic Junk Food Tee for $45.

Labels : Fun day out <3

2007-03-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

Reality.

I seriously have to re-adjust my body to sleep at a normal time like other normal humans do. I can't sleep before 3Am even if I have to work and ended up like a zombie. I realised that I've been blogging a lot lately. Maybe it's due to that late nights up.

It's time for me to sleep, hopefully. Goodnight all :]

2007-03-11T21:29:00.000-07:00

Love or to be Loved :]

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, And I'm tryin to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
And nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
Bnd bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do our
Name is our virtue

2007-03-11T04:03:00.000-07:00

In love with love and lousy poetry.

Hello people from different walks of life. I'm currently at Aunt's house typing away. Ms Zara is beside me staring at the screen not knowing what I'm typing. You know why? Cause she's a very adorable dog :) Ha.

I went roller blading today, like finally. Daddy said that if I be a good daughter this month by not going out that often until late nights, he might consider getting me a pair of new blades! I shed many many calories by blading for about 3 hours? But why do I look the same? Duh. I'm so gonna date MoJoJoJoJo(Jo) out for cable skii someday or wakeboarding. Ahh, I wanna wakeboard. I'm kind of addicted to it already. Goodness. I'm fat and I need to go on a diet knowing that I love to eat so I'll probably forsake the whole "diet plan". Some say "When you're happy, you tend to eat a lot" Is that true? Tell me about it. Hahaha.

I had a terrible nightmare yesterday night. Or I shall I say dawn? I dreamt of "Sadako". You know the scary girl with her uber long hair covering her decomposing face? She grabbed my hand like out of nowhere. The next moment I was wide awake. Haha. I can't sleep for about one hour after that. So, I went surfing the net.

I'm working tomorrow morning, I'm tired. Lol :D

Alright, Nic is calling me for like 154896 times. We're going out for dinner. Laters`

2007-03-10T08:28:00.000-08:00

Randomness, I like :]

Hello y'all nocturnal creatures. I had church today as usual. Met up with Athl during the afternoon and I was late for about twenty minutes? Hahaha, blame my hair for giving me troubles. I seriously need a haircut, my fringe sucks. Lol :D

Headed over to Bugis for some shopping. Trained to Expo(CoffeeBeano) to find Jeremey, Christine and Val. At around 4 plus headed to the hall and met up with the rest. Sy Rogers was the speaker today! Totally inspiring thou :) After service, all of us went to "HongKong Cafe" for dinner. It's D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S! Next week we're going to PL! :) Wheee. N364, my love :)

I've been acting retarded lately. Maybe it's due to my lack of sleep. Uber tired luh. But really thank God for giving me the strength! :)

Got to bathe! Love all :]:]

Labels : To love somebody is to value them. For God so value you.

2007-03-09T10:46:00.000-08:00

You know that deep inside :]

Oh! A very very very good morning to all. It's 3.01Am now. Oh Gosh, I think I'm becoming nocturnal or something.

My day started off with a rise and shine (not whine, anymore). I slept for 3 hours. How sufficient can it get? Anyhows, I got really bad cramps today at work. But Mr Tender, Loving & Care ;Hafiz allowed me to go home earlier :)

I headed home and rested for awhile. Bathed and *vroomed* I'm out again. I went to punggol for CGM. As usual, awesome one :) After CGM, headed to Dhouby to meet MoJoJoJoJo(Jo). And *clicks*, I just reached home. I'm exhausted. Too tired for any details.

I got to know that Apr 3, 4, 5 will be my orientation and 16th Apr will be the start of a new chapter. I'm very excite! :)

Got to sleep! Goodnight all.

Labels : No more tears, cause I'm far from lonely <3

2007-03-08T10:18:00.000-08:00

Not An Ordinary Love :]

It's 2.19AM now and I can't sleep at all. I have to go work in about 4 hours later? Hahaha.

I seriously love my girlfriends. We had lots of fun and laughter today. Ms Ele is always the one that made me laugh like crazy and not forgetting Athl's "funny" jokes. No worries Chialing, we still remember you :) Ahhh, quality time spent together.

Squishysquashyworm.
Got to run! Laters`

2007-03-07T22:28:00.000-08:00

I won't worry & waste my life away.

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
and others just read of and if you could see now

I'm so looking forward to school! :]:]

2007-03-05T20:08:00.000-08:00

Little Earthlings, I send my greetings to you!

I've been neglecting this space of mine which no one would possibly be interested in. Haha. Let me start talking to myself (again).

I woke up early in the morning just to check my posting results. I got so excited wanting to login to www.moe.gov.sg but it kept giving me errors. I got irritated and decided to go back to my dreamland for awhile but I failed. So, I kept trying and finally I got in! The polytechnic they posted me to was NYP(Business Informatics). Actually I was kind of disappointed not getting into NP but it was all good :] Ele and I are going to the same polytechnic. Athl going to SP. All the best girlfriends :]

I'm having PM at night and I hope it's a great one.
Have a blessed year ahead all! :]

2007-02-27T09:15:00.000-08:00

Hello Darlings.

Today it's Gabriel's Birthday! :) I really love our zone somehow. Haha. I want to spiritually stronger and not spiritually dead. Maybe some of you might not understand what I'm talking about. Someday you will :) Touching drama performed and a meaningful song sang. Aww, I'm really touched even though it's not for me. Haha. Gabriel really impacted a lot of youths ;) G.T zone \m/

My heart is full of gratitude.
You were the one, the one that guide me through,
Now I can see and I believe it's only just the beginning.

I guess I've learned, to question is to grow.
That you still have the faith, is all I need to know.
I've learned to love, myself in spite of me.
And I've learned to walk, the road that I believe.

This is what we dream about,
But the only question with me now,
Is do I make you proud.
Stronger than I've ever been standing out.
Never been afraid of standing out.
But do I make you proud.

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved.

I love it the way it is now because of You.

2007-02-24T09:10:00.000-08:00

Love pierce through my darkness.

I excused myself from work pretending to be sick. That's bad but I'm too tired to drag myself to work. So, I met up with Cindy in the afternoon. Went shopping around and finally got myself a wallet and topshop "skinny". Nice catching up!

Rushed down to church after that. Met up with Athl on train followed by Rach & Shar. Service was awesome. Wonderful sermon. Some taiwan actor came to our church, it's Jay's friend. Happy Birthday SuQing & Ivy (:

Athl and I rushed down to town. Give me a Ching and Gay and it's CHINGAY :b Atmosphere was great there. Ele came after that. Went to catch "AnEpicMovie". Worst movie in my entire 17 years on earth. It was totally off. No storyline. Nothing. Zilch. Just some lame Davinci, Narnia, WillyWonka, Click, Paris Hilton, Harry Potter mixed together like a plate of Rojak you order at the coffeeshop for 3 bucks. Walked around and cabbed home after.

Goodnight and Goodbye all. Have a great night ahead.

It's snowing..

2007-02-22T05:56:00.000-08:00

Squishysquashy!

I woke up in the morning looking like a lobster, I like! :b I just banked in my cash stash today. Teehehehe. Dad blessed me many many, I like! So, I went to catch Ghost Rider today. Some parts scare the hell out of me, I jumped. Stupid sound effects. Blahh Blahh Blahh.

Working tomorrow! I miss my peers :D

Ele, when are you meeting me!?!?!?
Chialing, I'm looking forward to june/july! :)
Athl, I know I'll see you soon. Hahaha.
Ok, I'm talking to myself :B

I'm high high right up in the sky!
That's make me believe ;)

You're hawt.

2007-02-21T09:13:00.000-08:00

Red-Hot __.

I woke up early in the morning just to head over to Marina Country Club for wakeboarding. Teehehehe. I love the sea, the sun, the waves and everything! I'm undergoing 90% sunburn, maybe 40%. Anyone wants to try new "human meat"? Awesome day and friends ;) I'm so looking forward to next wed! :D Ahh, I'm aching all over now but it's all worth it. ___

There'll be evangelistic svc this week. I'm so looking forward to it too! Goodnight!

superduperultradumbdumb. *vanishes*

:):):):):):)

2007-02-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

Da jia hao (Hello Everybody)
Ni men de xin nian hao ma? (How's your CNY?)

Ahhh, my chinese sucks big time now. I spent my CNY overseas which is like fun! Teehehe, I'm uber lazy to update every details or even a single detail. Photos will be uploaded when I got it from my in-law.

I'm so excited about tomorrow! Ok, to be exact is today cause it's 1.21am now. I'm going wakeboarding! Wheee.

Love me love me, Say that you love me (:

2007-02-15T08:05:00.000-08:00

When you smile with those eyes,

Baby it's like, you place a finger in my heart.

Let my mind be renewed (:

2007-02-14T07:22:00.000-08:00

Teehehehe. GoOoOod Evening Everyone.

Work's fine, very fine I must say. I bought a vcd titled; The curse of the Golden Flower. I swear it's extremely dry. I fell asleep while watching it. From 5 to 8. I wanted to go for PM today but I overslept :(

Tomorrow is Valentines' Day and Friendship Day too! I'll be heading over to clark quay in the evening I guess :) It's gonna be fun. On Thursday, there'll be "Chinese New Year" Service at CHC. Interested parties please call 92981241. Tahaha. Ok, I know no one will go but please try to go. There's 0530 and 0800 service. And on Friday, going out with Jo. After that family for some early reunion dinner before we go out of island.

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again no
No never again

Chorus'
Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by no
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow
Never again no
No never again

Chorus
I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again no
No never again

Do you still remember? :)

Teehehehehe. Alright, got to go.
Till then, toodles!

Happy Valentines' Day, all the sexyaes in the world!

2007-02-11T06:19:00.000-08:00

It's the 11th today. Any idea what's so special about it? It's Xiaoxian and Cindy's Birthday

Happy Birthday to Both! <3

I went CNY shopping today. It's a way of destressing. Okay, I got no stress to destress. Tahaha. I bought a dress and roxy belt. I got not enough time to really shop cause I have to meet mommy and daddy for dinner :( I wonder how much will I get for CNY. Hahaha. I'm blessed! I'm waiting patiently for my pay. And most prolly I'll stop working at the end of the month. Depends on situation. I needa rest. I can't wait to go off on Sat till I-don't-know when(maybe the next century) :D

I got so many things I want to do yet so little time. Will there be a day when there's 72 hours?

That Sexyae :D

Goodbye Wonderful World.

2007-02-10T01:18:00.000-08:00

Uhh, Hello Sunshines! (:

Though it's already Saturday, I am STILL really glad about my results. It's nice to see mom and dad's happy face when I reached home. I'm very afraid that I will fare badly in it due to the circumstances at that time. But, my effort paid off I guess.

I slept for only 3 hours and I'm like a dead zombie at work today. I requested to go home earlier and my lovely colleague covered my shift for me (: So, here I am typing away again. I gotta catch some sleep for awhile. I'mma die soon. Till then, toodles.

And we ride :]

2007-02-07T20:16:00.000-08:00

I read the bible yesterday and I came across this verse.

Even youth grow tired and weary, and young man stumble and fall, but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

Isa 40: 30- 31

2007-02-07T09:18:00.000-08:00

Help, anyone?

Uhh, I know I don't have any talent in art.

I'm just bored in the middle of the night :b

Goodnight world!

2007-02-06T18:49:00.001-08:00

1000 times a day.

A thousand times a day I tell you I love the way you sing

Even though it makes me cry, it’s my favorite time to be alive

And all I know is I feel lost without you

“I miss you” is not enough

I know the story’s old; it’s been told a million times before

But to tell it feels so good

It reminds me that not all I do is right

And all I know is I feel so lost without you

Now I remember the day I was a kid in 8th grade

Your friend tapped me on my shoulder and asked if I would be your boyfriend

Oh, yeah, we were intense then

We would walk and hold hands

You were taller than me then I got a friend to tell you that I didn’t wanna be anymore

Oh, no, not anymore

So then for 3 more years we would never talk

And I’m not gonna lie though, I couldn’t stop thinking about you

Then your best friends came over and I got them to call you

To see if you wanted to watch the band play “Dude Ranch”

I knew that that would impress you

So then we got to talking and before we knew it we were always on the phone

Talking until 4 in the morningYeah, there was only one problem

Now, I never knew your man, never talked to him

And still to this day I feel bad for it, but I knew that I loved you

And I knew that I had to do something

So I waited till the day that you broke up with him

We had a barbeque at our friend Jim’s

Then we strolled to the backyard and that’s where we shared our first kiss

Then you watched the band play with all your friends

And we played our set of Millencolin and Choking Victim

I guess that didn’t impress you

‘Cause then an hour later between you and your friends

You told me that you didn’t want to be anymore

Oh, no, not anymore

But then a while later we got back together

And we told each other we would be forever

And since that day we had our share of problems

And now we know that it’s hard but better together

Oh, yeah, it’s better together

So now we have a house and a couple pets

We’re even getting married 9 years after it

And every time I see you

I still hear trumpets.

Can I not work? :(

2007-02-06T07:12:00.000-08:00

He's the Man ;)

2007-02-05T06:38:00.000-08:00

All so wonderful.

Threesome.

So, the results will be released on the 9th of feb. Exciting isn't it? I still remember I cried behind that special someone outside the hall when getting my N's result. Thinking back, it's silly of me. I've been catching a lot of pb lately. It's a totally breath-taking show.

I realised that whenever I got a whole lot of things to blog about before signing in blogger, I'm always left with nothing on my mind after signing in. And I'm irritated by it somehow. Maybe that's what you called it, STM. Oh well.

Agape,
Aixing <3

2007-02-03T08:28:00.000-08:00

Awesome Weekend! (:

Pastor Ulf Ekman preachings really inspire me deep down. I want to be spiritually, financially, emotionally stronger in Year 2007. Blessed be the name of the Lord. I'm blessed!

After service went to Changi for dinner with CG. Had a great time with them. We missed our last train home so we have to cab home. Now it's 1 plus and I'm still typing away and I have to work tomorrow. I'm going for a shopping spree with Jo tomorrow after work for CNY! Yay! Anyway, I will not be on island during CNY. Tahaha.

Valentine's is coming! Ummmmm.. :D

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You
Cause all You are, is all I want, always
You draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

2007-02-01T00:50:00.001-08:00

Happiness; Captured me again.

I'm always looking forward to a greater week ahead. Results will be releasing soon. I'm looking forward to that day where I can move on to a higher level. Leaving all the past behind me and start a new chapter of my life. Though throughout that period of major examinations I had a hard time but God is always there to encourage me. I reside in his light. I hoped that my hardwork didn't go to waste.

Looking back at my Secondary school days, it was memorable. People that made my day, taught my so many things about life. Friends that always stood up for me whenever I got taken advantage of. And that very special someone; my heart-throb that made my last year in Secondary school so wonderful. Time flies, right?

My life is revolving around the same old routine but God never fails to make it interesting each day. I've met many wonderful people & _. I'm really glad to have my girlfriends around me all this time. I miss that ultra funny one at taiwan, really. I love you all. Hahaha. O-kay, I know this part is a little tiny weeny raw. Boo.

I'll be having supper with B.F.S later at B.T. Yup! So, that's about it.

Till then, Goodbye and have a nice sleep. Bless you with great week ahead!

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. We love him because He first loved us.
1 John 4:18-19

2007-01-29T00:03:00.000-08:00

We're going to celebrate Kevin and Reinald's birthday later. Whooo! Laters`

Beating hearts baby,
You really got your hold on me ;)

2007-01-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

With the teenage romance,

When the eyes met, I can foresee what lies within :)

And it'll continue...

Work is all-so-fine. Shift leader wasn't present for 2 days due to I-don't-know-why. It's like all the teenagers at work today, had hella fun.

Sometimes, I really think that some adults should really attend "attitude adjustment" course. Small portion of the adults are driving me nuts.

"Heaven is so real" is an awesome book! It's the first book that I won't feel sleepy while reading it. Great messages in the book. God is just so great :)

The R-E-S-U-L-T-S D-A-Y is drawing nearer and nearer. I can feel my heart thumping fast whenever I think of it. Tahaha.

As you can see, I'm pretty brief about everything. Laziness kills.

Till then, ta!

2007-01-23T19:48:00.000-08:00

Hear our praises,
Hear Your people sing
Hear our hearts cry,
Your love is everything

And all will hear this sound
As the nations turn to You
And this will be our anthem

Cause we're all about You
And the world You promised
And all we have will give you praise
Cause we're all about You
And the world can't stop us
Living Your Way
Always

Let our hearts break,
As we praise your name
Let the earth shake,
This is the sound of faith

And all will hear this sound
As the nations turn to You
And this will be our anthem

Cause we're all about You
And the world You promised
And all we have will give you praise
Cause we're all about You
And the world can't stop us
Living Your Way
Always

And the walls will fall down
and religion will break
And the nations will hear this shout
Can you hear the sound of faith?

Cause we're all about You
Cause we're all about You

Cause we're all about You
And the world You promised
And all we have will give you praise
Cause we're all about You
And the world can't stop us
Living Your Way
Always

And all the walls are falling down
As all the nations praise
And all the world will hear this shout
Can you hear the sound of faith?

He restore to me the joy (:

2007-01-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

All these thoughts are locked inside :)

That's Rach and her very own composed song. Rock on girl \m/

Define L.o.v.e ;
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

My days are filled with joy and laughter. 3 new colleagues at work and they're around the same age as me. Surprisingly, the characters of those three are totally different. Either one is extremely extrovert or extremely introvert and "Inextrovert(In btwn the intro and extro)"? Uhh, forget it.

oBrians and Cedele are fighting over sales as we're both in F&B lines but both of the stores behaved like we're friends as we often handsign-ed to each other across for some dumb reasons, patronising each other and forcefully demand discounts from each other (kidding). Come to think of it, I don't know how we even befriended in the first place. Mr OBrians, Peh! (: Alright, I know this is a boring post to read on or most prolly no one bothers to read. Who cares anyway?Anyway, work is enjoyable for me these days.

So, I'm not working tomorrow and decided to stay home, sleep till noon and pack my room. It is a havoc; in a terrible state. Most prolly heading to town if I have the time to get some stuff and train-ed over to the East to meet Sharlene & Athl for dinner and PM at night. I need plenty of rest, I can feel that my body is going to die soon. Symptons of "Aixing-going-to-a-place-named-Sheol-real-soon" mode.

Though as time past, it no longer hurt that much but you're always on my mind :)

I miss my girlfriends especially the one that is studying overseas <3

Till then, ta!

2007-01-19T08:03:00.000-08:00

The creation with love (: